Motherhood and Leadership: Handling Inevitable Anger and Abuse

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Rabbi Zweig begins with a striking verse from Parshas Beha'aloscha where Moshe complains to Hashem (ה׳) about leading the Jewish people, asking why he must bear their burden when he didn't conceive or give birth to them. Moshe implies that if he were their mother, the abuse and stoning would be understandable, revealing a fundamental Torah (תורה) truth about motherhood. The rabbi explains why every child is inherently angry at their mother: being born is the most traumatic experience in life. A child begins in the womb's safe, nurturing environment and is suddenly cast into a cold, harsh world. This creates inevitable fury and resentment. Children continue to feel abandoned through weaning and other separations, leading to natural anger that manifests in cursing, rebellion, and emotional abuse toward parents. The optimal solution involves transitioning children from being parasites in the womb to independent human beings. When parents successfully build their children's self-esteem and confidence, children eventually appreciate being given the opportunity for independent existence rather than remaining dependent. However, this rarely happens perfectly, leaving parents to deal with ongoing anger and abuse. Rabbi Zweig addresses an apparent contradiction between two Rashis: one suggesting that leadership destroys people (putting troublemakers in charge will destroy them), while another states that leadership grants greatness (Moshe's greatness came from leading the people). He resolves this by distinguishing between imposed leadership versus chosen identity. The key insight is how one defines themselves. If a person views parenting as something they do rather than who they are, the constant stress and abuse will be destructive. A lawyer who happens to be a mother will be broken by children's inevitable anger because it conflicts with their primary identity. However, if someone defines themselves as "I am a mother," then their identity becomes intertwined with their children's growth and success. When parents truly identify as mothers or fathers, their children's achievements become their achievements, their children's growth becomes their growth. Yes, there will still be abuse and difficult moments, but these are balanced by incredible joy from every smile, success, and milestone. Just as healthy people can handle their own flaws while appreciating their strengths, parents who identify with their children can handle temporary anger while celebrating long-term development. Rabbi Zweig contrasts this with modern society's message that parenthood is just one responsibility among many. This approach leads to having fewer children, creating multiple layers of insulation through nannies and babysitters, or becoming managers rather than parents. When parenting becomes an external job rather than internal identity, only the stress remains without the compensating joy. The rabbi concludes that both motherhood and leadership follow the same principle: those who impose responsibilities on themselves (Hateil aleihem - impose upon them) will be destroyed, while those whose greatness comes from their constituency's growth (Kol gedulatcha nasati lecha bishvilam - all your greatness I gave you for their sake) will thrive. True parents and leaders define themselves by those they serve, finding fulfillment in others' success rather than viewing service as a burden.