Yefat Toar, Ben Sorer Umoreh, and Self-Worth in Teshuva

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This shiur presents a psychological analysis of the seemingly contradictory laws in Parshat Ki Teitzei regarding yefat toar and ben sorer umoreh. The speaker begins by highlighting several difficult questions: Why does the Torah (תורה) permit taking a captive woman when faced with uncontrollable desire (lo dibra Torah ela k'neged yetzer hara)? How can we understand the progression from yefat toar to ben sorer umoreh to one who curses God (mekallel)? Why is there an apparent contradiction between the ben sorer umoreh who is killed 'al shem sofo' (because of his future) while Yishmael was judged 'b'asher hu sham' (as he was at that moment)? The key insight offered is that yefat toar represents self-destructive behavior. The soldier sees a woman who is 'lo na'ah lo' - not suitable for him. Even while desiring her, he knows she's wrong for him, yet cannot control himself. This creates a person with no self-respect who feels alienated from himself. Such behavior while knowing it's self-destructive leads to profound shame and low self-esteem. The ben sorer umoreh follows naturally from this dynamic. A child of such a father - someone who doesn't like himself - will also develop low self-worth. The ben sorer umoreh's behavior reflects self-destruction: eating cheap, half-cooked meat outside his home rather than his mother's proper cooking. This isn't about proximity to murder based on theft amounts, but about self-destructive tendencies. Someone engaged in self-destructive behavior has no anchor to stop him from escalating. The progression to mekallel is explained through understanding 'yakeh yosei et yosei' not as God destroying Himself, but as reversing the tzimtzum - returning to the pre-creation state where God is everything, effectively destroying the entire universe. This represents the ultimate self-destructive wish: if I'm going to be destroyed, let everything be destroyed with me. The difference between ben sorer umoreh and Yishmael lies in their self-perception. Yishmael's actions are described as 'tzchok' (play/jest), indicating he didn't view his behavior as seriously harmful to himself. Therefore, he retained self-worth and could be judged 'b'asher hu sham.' The ben sorer umoreh, however, clearly demonstrates through his behavior that he cannot stand himself. The principle of 'lo dibra Torah ela k'neged yetzer hara' is explained as the Torah taking partial responsibility. War itself cheapens human life - soldiers risk their lives for economic gain, which contributes to feelings of worthlessness. Since the halakhic situation contributed to the self-destructive tendency, the Torah removes some of the spiritual harm by permitting what would otherwise be forbidden. The thirty-day period for the yefat toar represents an attempt at rehabilitation - reaching 'rock bottom' to potentially trigger whatever vestige of self-respect might remain. Seeing her crying, unkempt, mourning for things he doesn't respect might awaken some self-worth. The connection to Elul emerges through 'ani l'dodi v'dodi li' - the foundation of all divine service is learning to like oneself by recognizing that God loves us. Self-destructive behavior stems from not feeling loved or valued. The month of Elul represents the process of recognizing God's love despite our failures, which becomes the foundation for genuine teshuva (תשובה). Only when we develop self-worth can we make proper moral calculations and choose to control ourselves rather than engage in self-destructive behavior.